Thursday, 3 December 2009

Narmada Ghat, Bharuch




by Brian Mendonca


Incantations rise
from the temple of Neelkanth
as the fires of the yagna
dispel the shrap
On the Narmada ghat
the riverboats wait
watching the waters
carouse towards the sea.
Waters splash
to the rhythm of the oars
as the boat negotiates
the river flow precariously.
Many a suicide jump
has the boatman seen.
Thrice does the river throw a body up
Then it swallows it up whole.
In the distance, the railway bridges
assert themselves in the haze.
Yatris sit in the shade of trees
Rejuvenated by river breezes.
On my return Northward
on a wobbly road
the sun sinks to my left
While I am subsumed
in the ambit of the Eternal.

Narmada Ghat
Bharuch, Gujarat
29 Nov 2009


Notes Neelkanth: blue god, referring to Shiva; shrap:curse; yatri: traveller


Godhra
-brian mendonca

Flames lick
the burning bogie
Dad as a 10-yr-old
watches the trains go past.
In 1942, dad's dad
was gathered to his fathers here.
Dad was earlier posted at Ratlam
where Kevin was born.

(28 November 2009
Godhra station
Gujarat)

Note:On 27 February 2002 coaches of the Sabarmati Express caught fire at Godhra. Many people died. In a backlash, riots spread in Gujarat in which numerous people were butchered in senseless violence.

Picture courtesy: www.narmada[dot]org

Monday, 16 November 2009

Sonepur mela



by brian mendonca


Absent elephants,
Cooking pots
in wayside mangers,
Snotty children
sleep on bushels of hay.
Litti in a bamboo hut
overlooking a grove of mangoes
Painted teens
shake it for the crowds
Indian Railways, TATA
Mahindra, UNICEF
'Aapka kya Style Heh'
Tree of Life applique
by SSA girls
Boys on stilts
distribute calendars
A langur bent double
in a makeshift cage
Puppies and parrots
cry out to be freed
'Kamariya lachke lupa lup
Loli pop lage loo.'

(Sonepur mela
Sonepur, Patna, Bihar
14 November 2009)


Notes Litti: a kind of kachori,followed by jalebis for breakfast with hot tea; Style:brand of condom supplied by NGO, Janani; SSA: Sarva Shiksha Abhiyan - Government sponsored school education programme; Kamariya...: (Bhojpuri)deafening lyrics describing the swaying of a woman's hips



Kali Gandak
-brian mendonça

Black river
Mighty being,
An obscure sky
Now brightened
by the sun.
Agastya’s curse
Redeemed by Vishnu
aum sūryāya namah
on Kali-ghat.
In the distance
you merge with the Ganges
as pilgrims bathe furiously
with soap and water.
Kathmandu’s spires
Rise from your banks
As a local judge’s entourage
Stalls the obeisance
of pilgrims
at Hariharnath temple.

(15 November 2009
Gandak river, Sonepur, Bihar)

Note: The Gandak river in India is called Kali Gandak in Nepal from where it flows into India from the Himalayas and merges with the Ganges at Sonepur, near Patna; Agastya: The sage Agastya had cursed Indradyumna - king of the Pandyas - by turning him into an elephant for not welcoming him when the sage visited him. In a fight between the elephant and a crocodile which lasted a thousand years, the elephant implored the lord Vishnu (Hari) to save him – which Vishnu did. A sculpture depicting this event can be seen below the kali ghat temple at Sonepur.

Photo courtesy: Gallery of Indian Stamps 2007. The Mahatma Gandhi Setu bridge over the river Ganges in Patna is the world's longest river bridge spanning over 5.575 km connecting Hajipur to Patna.

Day of the Child - November 14

I was travelling to Patna on Children's Day which fell on a weekend this year. As the Magadh Express nudged into the vast fields of Bihar, child-musicians struck up a tune in the passageway. On the harmonium the elder boy played a tune while the younger duo - barely 5 years did cartwheels. Needless to say they were unaware it was 'Bal Diwas' (Children's Day). I asked the little girl her name. She told me. When I asked her to smile, she refused.

Sunday, 8 November 2009

Rana Pratap was a Jolly Old Chap


Rana Pratap
Was a jolly old chap
A mighty king of yore
He solemly swore
He would sleep on straw
Till the Mughals got out of Chittor.

-RH Lesser, Worsery Rhymes.



Haldighati
-Brian Mendonça

The sound of hooves
Hastens the end,
Horse meets elephant
In mortal combat.
For the pride of Mewar
A soldier must fall,
As flames leap
To devour her chaste.

(Haldighati, Udaipur
7 Nov 2009)

Note: Rana Pratap met Akbar's Mughal army in the battle of Haldighat in 1576. The narrow defile of about a kilometre is known as 'haldi-ghat' because its soft yellow soil looks like haldi (saffron).



Lake City
-Brian Mendonça

On a sheepish Mewar
I arrived in Venice
In a grim city
Reeling from drought.
The lights of the Lake Palace
Don’t wipe the worry
of the safa-headed mahout--
His caprisoned camel
Not having much to do.
Haldighat, Nathdwara
Eklinji, Saheli-ki-bag
Travellers pause
for a slice of the medieval.
Tales in a time warp
Robed in the Aravallis
The sun God is regent here
In the crisp autumn morn.

(Udaipur
5-8 Nov 2009)


Note: On 21 October 2009 the 2779 Goa Express rammed into the stationary 2964 Mewar Express (here 'Mewar')in a train accident near Mathura; safa: turban



Jaipur
-brian mendonça

The nattli hears
Her baby cry
Misses her step
Losing the wager of a king.
Sunday morning stories
In Chitrakoot park
In the distance on the hill
A temple looks Eastward.
Surya Pol, Chand Pol
House-dwellers live
In rhythm with the cosmos.
The Birla hall welcomes all-
its ornate facade
recalling Amber.
Jaipur razais
(1 kilo kapus)
Sit ‘neath my seats
On the Ajmer Shatabdi.

(Jaipur
8 Nov 2009)


Notes nattli: a woman ropewalker - from short story by Rajasthani writer Vijay Dan Dheta narrated by Hema Yadav in Jaipur; razais: cotton-filled lightweight blankets made in Jaipur and famous across India. Suitable for early winter; Amber: Amber fort near Jaipur built in the 16th century by Raja Man Singh; 2015 Ajmer Shatabdi: superfast AC chair-car express train leaves Jaipur at 1750 hrs reaching New Delhi at 2230 the same day.


Empty Rooms
-brian mendonca

Empty rooms
Put-away chairs
A lock on the bedroom door,
Darkness in the kitchen
A hush over the house,
A daughter-in-law serves parathas
The pain in her eyes, palpable.
The stairs creak
With a heavy tread,
In the front room
Sandlewood garlands
a beaming visage.
Out on the porch
The shadows lengthen
The jasmine refuses to flower
Waiting for a loving hand.
Neighbours glance nervously
At visitors to the house,
While a pack of urchins
Romp down the street,
Their carefree banter
Ringing between the courtyards.
Why does a heaviness
Descend on life.
Lalita, was it fair
For you to leave like this
After making the morning tea
And reading the day’s newspapers?

(Jaipur
8 Nov 2009)


Picture courtesy: mewartraveltourism.com

Monday, 19 October 2009

Zenzi Mills



I am back at Chatterbox internet cafe, Pune across the road from where my sister used to stay on Dastur Meher road. I will be hitting the newly swanked up 'Landmark' stores in a few moments but my mind stil goes back to the moments of last friday in Bombay.

After meeting up with a dear friend in Bandra (West)I paused to take in the Grand Prix Take 5 bike show at Mount Carmel school just by (the MC kept saying 'Grand Prick'- but I suppose it couldn't be helped if he felt that way.)

To be fair, it felt exhilarating to be in Bombay. 'Harbour Line' - the only poem on the city of Bombay - in my debut volume 'Last Bus to Vasco'(2006) beckoned. The journey in the 2908 Maharashtra Sampark Kranti from Nizamuddin to Bandra, I had jumped in on Thursday 15th October night, was quite amiable as well, reaching Bandra terminus bang on time at 5.50 p.m.

Having a few hours on hand before I waltzed down to Pune I decided to step in to Zenzi Mills pub, Lower Parel, where 3rd Degree were slated to play for the Kingfisher Pub Rock fest. The time slated was 8 p.m., at least on the internet, when I checked at Delhi. The trouble was that there was not a soul (almost) till 10 pm and though as they say the band was 'upstairs' they did not deign to come down and play for a soldier of fortune (apologies to Deep Purple) from Delhi. As it panned out I just got fed up and left after some interesting small talk with the pub staff.

But what really got me curious was the title - Zenzi mills. Why mills? What happened to the old mills? Where were the workers now? Why were they uprooted? The history of the marginalised was easy to sweep away in the glitzy pub at Zenzi mills, nevermind that though the ambience was great it took little imagination to see it was in fact a converted godown. Yes Datta Samant was shot and killed in 1997 because of this issue. And now as the taxidriver poked his fingeer at the glitzy highrises on either side of the bridge as we drove from Bandra to Lower Parel I yearned for the forgotton people.

This was a breezy trip, a slice of Western India. Sunday brought news of my poem on Diu being published in the In Verse space in Goa's leading daily the Navhind Times.

It feels good to be a poet on the move! I fly back to Delhi on Kingfisher on a shoestring fare (2K)at 6.40 pm.

All this while nursing an oftentimes aching hip. The condition had me popping Gabbaneuron SR and Ultracet for about a week from the days leading up to a bash at my digs in Delhi to celebrate things various on the previous Sunday, 11 October.

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Pix Courtesy: Ripping the Fabric: The Decline of Mumbai and its Mills (Oxford University Press, 2005)

Wednesday, 7 October 2009

7 October



Yo, it's my birthday today - in fact 2 hours left of it. 1 if the internet cafe closes at the usual time. It's also 'karva chauth.'

Which made a lot of sense to me as I landed up at my old landlord's place just in time for some of the ladies of the house to break their fast. I was welcomed graciously and immediately proferred a thali of the fare the ladies were partaking off. This included hot puris, paneer aloo mutter curry and suji halva. Not a bad way to end a birthday. Hot tea followed with deep sharings of times gone by.

I actually started celebrating yesterday. After retreating to Cafe Turtle GK 1 N block, a stone's throw away from my workplace, I treated myself to the sinfully addictive lemon cake (sinfully priced too!). I later trotted over to Khan market to splurge on some Nike lunar walking shoes. Liked them so much I took them to office and slipped into them at 5.

Of course, I had gone to Full Circle (below Turtle) to gift myself this year's Booker short list 'The Quickening Maze'by Adam Foulds about the English poet John Clare, his 'lyrical lunacy' and his association with Tennyson. Out there in Vadodra my friend Rajan Barrett is moderating a session of 'Read Your Own Rubbish' at MSU - an idea I found delightfully irreverent!

The day wound down to an end with holy Mass at 6.30 p.m. at Holy Spirit church. I was always reminded since I was a kid that 7 Oct is the feast of the Holy Rosary.

Hope to read a few lines of Foulds before the day is done. Now that the cavalcade of phone calls seems to have abated.

As it panned out, I felt desolate after getting home to an empty room after a tumultuous day. Rang dad just to hear his voice but I think he was sleeping by now. Surfed the TV post-midnight and caught up with an episode of my fav show - Friends. This one had a 1-yr-old on set too,celebrating her birthday, a family occasion with some hilarious moments. Of course I thought of Maegan - my sister's kid.

Made me recall what a lot of well-wishers are telling me - to find somebody to love. Tell me about it!

Monday, 28 September 2009

'Shubho Bijoya' - Or Is It?












Today the final day of the Dussehra festivities I wish all 'Shubho Bijoya' - greetings for your welfare - as it is said in Bengali.

As the pandal managers make ready to consign Ravan to the flames, amidst great fanfare, I do a rethink. The burning of Ravana symbolises the victory of good over evil.

But at the kerb where I stay I pause to buy a pair of neat beige floaters (Rs 200). As I get to talking to the salesperson I notice his display of footwear is outside a shop which is closed. I should say closed for a long time. I get to talking to his father- I think - as the man in question bounds off to haul a few more pairs from an 'off-site' storage location nearby.

'This was our shop,' he says ruefully. 'They shut it after the sealing. It has been closed for 1 and a half years now. It has been very hard for us.' About a year ago the Delhi government embarked on a plan to clear residential areas of commercial establishments. Issues related to it are still hanging fire today.

'So?' I asked the senior citizen. 'Khane ka mamla heh' he said. [It's a question of giving them something to eat.] This being the euphemism for a bribe. 'It's not little, it's quite a lot,' he went on thoughtfully. 'How much?' I persisted. 'Ek' he said [One]. 'One lakh?' I asked him in confirmation. 'Yes' he said.

In Jodha Akbar the film on the life of Akbar which I saw this Friday on UTV, Akbar goes incognito through the city of Agra to know the welfare of his subjects first hand. He finds out that his Hindu subjects are distraught over the tax levied for their pilgrimage. He immediately returns to court and repeals the law - even though this will reduce the income to the state treasury.

That was in the 17th century. We are in the 21st now. Real issues are swept under the carpet in this country under the garb of celebration and excess. The poor man is further stripped of what little accrues to him - as has been revealed today (The Mail)in the rampant corruption in Badholi, Uttar Pradesh, where government officials colluded with village heads to siphon off money under the much touted NREGA scheme - this in the time of drought. No wonder Jean Dreze was sceptical of the implementation of NREGA despite pious platitudes to the contrary.

Yesterday, theatre Y from Chennai staged Reality - a simulcrum of voices against communalism. As the actor intoned a litany of names - an 'audio-memorial' she said - to the unnamed who had been killed in riots, we were numbed into hideous silence as though we were experiencing living death.

Even at Sikri where I had gone with friends from the US this Saturday, religion is not free from providing the occasion for a blatant rip off. At the shrine of Baba Salim Chisti at Sikri our muslim guide threatened us with dire consequences if each of us did not buy a chaddar as an offering before the saint. I flatly refused but my American friends bought one for a princely Rs 100 - which included a few of yesterday's rose petals. The only saving grace was a superb Quawalli rendered by some sufi musicians in front of the shrine.

Yes, this has been a season of festivals, Id and Dussehra, with Diwali round the corner. But do I feel like celebrating? No.

On the night of 1 October -a prelude to the birth anniversary of Mahatma Gandhi on 2nd October - a Sufi concert will be held at Jamia Millia Islamia in the Safdar Hashmi Hall - named after a man who who was killed while staging a stage play. As the strains of the sufi singers from Srinagar, Ajmer and Delhi soar into the night I wish for this country to be one in spirit, one in purpose, to reclaim our sanity.

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NREGA: National Rural Employment Guarantee Scheme